The New Narcissist

I'm unstable and can't figure out who I am.
I lie to protect myself, even though I'm aware it hurts people.
I'm in love and don't know how to act.
My list of secrets is longer than it should be, and I hate myself.
My mental age is two, despite my innocence being lost.
Rock music is not just music it's a way of life, Justin Bieber is definately a girl.
Depression is painful, and my methods of dealing with it are wrong.
If you stepped into my mind you would suffocate.
I smoke and I want to die young.
I don't sleep till 2AM because my brain overanalyzes.
I want to be a part of you, instead of just in your heart.
I want to hurt myself until I feel no pain.
I want to take away my thoughts, suffocate my brain.
I want to stop being who I am, the cynical bitch that lies.
I want to be able to tell if my friends are fake or real.
I need to be able to speak about how I feel.
I want to hate something, somebody, more than I hate myself.
I want to tear my heart open, and never let you in.
I am me.
I am The New Narcissist.

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